Thursday 4 November 2010

date 1

ok so have decided to venture into the world of internet dating and the first date I go on has no teeth - gross! That should be mentioned on his profile - seriously! He was only 36 so its not like I logged on and chatted to an oap!

next date sunday - hmm!

Friday 29 October 2010

any ideas

any ideas on how I can raise £3,500 for a boob job? or is that taking re-inventing myself a bit far?

shit has hit the fan

ok so am not sure who will be reading this but am finding it therapeutic to get everything out. A male friend of mine and I became a bit more than friends on a couple of occasions, nothing serious but emails and texts were a times a bit more than just flirty and bordering on the filth side of things. Anyway his girlfriend (worse luck as have met her before) has now read his phone, emails and facebook messages. Am waiting for the I hate me facebook group to start...what is the best way to deal with this situation??

In a total black and white view it is nothing to do with me as he was the one who needed to be worried about 'her' but the truth is I should have known better and not let it happen. Things is there is mutual friends involved (with him, not her but she does have access to his emails and facebook) so do I front up or keep my head down? I don't actually know what she knows and hope he had the sense to delete anything incriminating, infact our last emails were simply friendly and nothing else so lets hope that these are the ones she has read.

I have had this happen to me and can't believe that I did it to another person - not feeling very proud of myself right now.

here I go again...

So having become newly single I thought I would start blogging about my quest to find someone new. After a two and a half year relationship with a very lovely guy who I just didn't have the chemistry with so we broke up. We are still trying to be friends (I guess that is all we have been for a long time anyway. No sex = mates-ville) so we will see how it goes.

I have a date on sunday, another one next wednesday and a possible dinner date with a past hook up the following sat and a dinner date with ex (why???), so at least the next 10 days should be interesting to say the least!